It's 6:20 PM , and I am sitting in my room and listening to laud music with no lights on... I just realized that my family is crazy. I always knew we were weird , but today seeing the way everyone treaded my brothers (16 year old) friend who came to our house for the first time. It was simply humiliating.
I am a freshman in college going for pharmacy. First semester i lived on campus , but got into an accident by the end of December. So had to move back in with parents until i get back on my feet. The whole reason am blogging is probably because of my MOTHER! It's four of us , her children and she has raised us alon. Now two of us are in college the other two are sophomores in high school. 3 girls and a boy. Oldest sister "S" 21 , than its me , than the twins "A" 16 brother and "M" 16 sister.
So my brother brings his friend over for the FIRST time , as soon as they walk in my older sister S looks at them so meanly and tells them to " Take of your shoes". My brother smiles and says aren't you going to say hi? She looks at the guy and at my brother and say's did he say hi to me?
I was cleaning my room the whole time the guy was over our house. When he left my brother knocked on my door and walked in. He sat and looked a bit sad. So i asked whats up? He said why couldn't everyone act normal just for once? Obviously my younger sister "M" was talking on the phone in the basement , when my brother and his friend were walking out the house she screamed " Don't bring him in the basement , mom will kick your ass". He than told me about all the things his friends parents did when he was over their house. I felt so bad fr the guy.
I know he is just 16 , but they have a life too , friends they want to impress and not be embarrassed to bring someone "HOME".
My mother barley makes $50 a day , but when she is home she is always pissed. Always mad at me and everyone else. Calls me very disrespectful names , i believe she is depressed. But than again she has no respect fr me or anyone else except the older sister who yells at her and says mean things back. I feel sorry for my younger brother and sister they are growing up in a bad environment. In our house EVERY morning my mother screams and curse , every night after work the same thing. She is mad non stop. It is making me and everyone else hate HOME and her as well. BUT i know she has sacrificed a lot for us , and has been thru a lot of things.But this is not the way. I feel sorry for my siblings future for i see they are already acting up.
